I want to stay alive. My drive is to exist-- to succeed. To be better than the one who I'm supposed to be based on. I hate taking these cowardly actions I have to do, to survive. But I do it because a desire to survive is stronger than pride. Or at least, that's how it works, to me.
I just know though... That if I continue to exist like this, regardless of what we want, there's only going to be trouble. No one can accept what Kantai Sekuta wants-- and no one can accept that my intentions may not be malevolent.
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I want to stay alive. My drive is to exist-- to succeed. To be better than the one who I'm supposed to be based on. I hate taking these cowardly actions I have to do, to survive. But I do it because a desire to survive is stronger than pride. Or at least, that's how it works, to me.
I just know though... That if I continue to exist like this, regardless of what we want, there's only going to be trouble. No one can accept what Kantai Sekuta wants-- and no one can accept that my intentions may not be malevolent.